" i came to europe looking for answers but only found more questions"

I feel that this is a quote that sums up my time in Europe. I know that i haven't done a very good job of keeping up my blog but I feel that it is only going to get better with time.

I am considering extending my stay here until I figure out what is going on. i feel like a lost soul in a big world and i am having such a great time here living in my little fantasy world with no phone, which has been AMAZING by the way...

there are many things going through my mind.

I could do any of the following:

1) come home and stay
2) extend my stay and figure out what is going on
3)come home and go to india in december maybe
4) come home and save up money and move to italy or somewhere in europe in the summer after i graduate
5) come home and find a job that works and move here as soon as possible
6) find a job at home in the states, in a different city and think about moving.
7) extend my stay permanently and get my little baby cooper shipped over here.

i have a billion things running through my mind and none of them make any sense. all i know is that as my stay is coming to an end, i do not want to leave and i am remembering that i have not been home sick once, or sick of not having a cell phone, or missed american food (although there are a few things that i would love to have)...i have had such a great time and living here would be amazing to me. so i just need to figure my life out and where, how or even if this fits into it.

hopefully i will find the answers soon, as living in the world of the unknown is a completely unsafe and terrible place to be.